...take to my bed with a fit of the vapours! In the olden days that's just what I would do - a terrific excuse when one couldn't face the world.
What do I really want to do? Take to my bed and cry. I would cover my head with the covers and bury myself away from the world. Sorry - in a crappy mood. Felt this way for a couple days.
Read another book - quite good. Still have a pile to go through. Shopping for books makes me feel better so might add to piles tomorrow instead of getting rid of more.
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